How did you go about searching? At what age did you meet your birth mother/father? I am in my thirties, and a part of me would like to meet the woman that gave birth to me for a sense of closure, and then there's another part of me that feels disloyal to my parents for even considering it.
I only think about her on my birthday and sometimes on Mother's Day. I wonder if she remembers she had a baby girl and gave her up for adoption. Does she wonder how I turned out? But if I did try to contact her and she didn't want anything to do with me, that would be like another slap in the face. This woman didn't want to raise me as her child, so why would she want a relationship with me now? And what sort of relationship would that be exactly? So many questions...can anyone help? I think it would be awkward for both of us which is why I never bothered before. I wouldn't even know how to go about finding her since my parens have all my info and I don't dare ask for it. Thanks in advance
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