I don't know what I want to do with my life, and I'm kind of freaking out. I'm starting college in a month as a freshman. I know I want to double major in English and philosophy, but I don't know what I want to do career-wise.
I was thinking of becoming a teacher, but then I don't know if I want to be elementary, an English teacher in middle or high school or college, or a philosophy teacher in college.
I'm interested in law school because I look to find contradictions in thought, and I like to look at the multiple possibilities on an issue. I also like to write, and I heard that writing is a key asset in this field.
I'm also interested in med school, particularly neurology or psychiatry because I'm interested in how the brain works and how and why our mind perceives the world in the way it does.
Yet I find pros and cons in all of these; at the same time, I'm interested in all of these fields.
For instance, I heard that teachers are underpaid, and it can be dull teaching the same thing each year. I also don't if it will be as mind stimulating as it can be in other fields. I like having my own classroom like elementary does, but the subject matter might not be challenging for me.
For law school, I heard some parts of law are really dull, and after 3 years of law school some lawyers only make as much as someone with a bachelor's degree. I don't get the logic behind that.
For med school, I'm not exactly interested in all fields that I may have to do rotations in. I heard there's malpractice issues and hectic schedules. I don't know if I'm up for being around people who are, for the most part, sick. If I do psychiatry, I don't know if I can deal with certain kinds of patients, given that I've dealt with things that may be considered "illnesses" that I don't think are at all. So my beliefs may contradict.
Any advice? What do you think I'm best suited for with this information?
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