I'm not going to get into detail but...
THEN:
I used to have a nice little group of friends about a year ago. Recently before, I made a friend who had an entirely different group of friends than what I normally hang out with. We'll call her Friend B. Friend B used to be friends with Friend C. I had a best friend that I've known for 10 years now, Friend A. I alternated sitting at tables with Friend A and Friends B and C each day at lunch.
NOW:
Friend B and C don't get along anymore, so now Friend C sits with some kids I don't like at all. I sat with Friend B more than Friend A in hopes to getting to know her better and throughout the year all it did was weaken the relationship with Friend A, though we are still best friends. Friend B pays less attention to me anymore, so I basically sit at the table feeling stupid and awkward around her friends I don't know or like as well.
Basically my closest friends have gone their separate ways with their on friends, leaving me in the dust by myself when I was the one who held all of these friendships together.
Now I don't know what to do. I don't want to have to choose between friends, but if necessary I would go with Friend A. The only problem is that I am only aquainted with the people she hangs out with?
I'm lost. What do I do? I feel like I'm losing my friends, and not gaining any new ones.
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