i started birth control, and its really bothering me alot, ever since ive taken it, ive changed alot...im not myself, its been about 5 months or so since ive been on it, its making everything about me different.
heres why:
back in november/dec. 2007, i weighed about 135.
for my body structure and height, thats not so bad, but i was a bit chunky.
so when i started birth control, i was still about that, but i kept getting hungry more then usual, so i was gaining weight, so i was like grrr, so i went on a diet and lost about 15 pounds or so. so, i ran out of pills, and i wasnt on them for about 2 weeks, and i noticed my thighs and stomach were alot smaller, and pants fit me in ways i never thought could, and i was so happy! i was slimmer too....i didnt have the erdge to eat like a pig.
then i got some more pills, and ive been on them for a week again,
and im gaining weight again! and always hungry!!! this is ridiculous.
not only that, is my mood swings are worst then before, when i was off them i was relaxed alot more then now, and it seems like the littlest stupid things make me cry, i cry at least once a week, and i never did before.
the doctor told me this was supposed to help with pms and mood swings but its only making it so much worst,
the only reason i started birth control was because i have ovarian cysts and she said it would help with that, and it has alot, but the other side affects are affecting my life.
im also ALWAYS tired, no motivation, and i was never like that before, i have constant migraines like every other day,
and im always naseous.
I cant stop the birth control bc its working wonders for my cysts, but its making me wicked depressed.
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