Hey, I've got a "friend" who lives in Chicago, and I live in Toronto. I have never personally met her in real life. Although I am best friends with her cousin who lives in Austin. (I visit him twice a year, I met her through him.) We've become great friends her and I, to the point where we're actually thinking about travelling together to Austin, to see her cousin.
I love how this friendship is working out, but we're both getting older, I just finished highschool, and I'm taking a year off, meanwhile she is in her last year of highschool. We desperately want to meet each other, but I've never found the appropriate time to meet her as of yet. I've talked to her on the phone, Aim, Msn, Facebook, Myspace.. we talk on everything. We talk on a regular basis, and I've known her since November 07'.
I may be getting ahead of myself, but I've never felt this way about a girl before, everything she does, the way she talks.. I adore it. Whenever we talk about our relationships with other people, I get jealous when she talks about her being with her boyfriend or who she has the hots for. The difficult thing is, she considers me her "brother". Im trapped in the friend zone.
Although, I know what to do, I'd like to run it by yall, to see if this is a good idea. First, I think it'd be a good idea if I did meet her, before we do travel together to Texas. And then, if all goes well, we do travel together. Perhaps even after that, we visit eachother on a regular basis, and maybe once university is over, she would move in with me, once I move to Texas to start a career. I'm not the only one who is thinking far ahead, she wanted me to at one point go to college with her, but I thought it was too difficult for us, since I'd have to take all these tests to be eligible to go to school in America.
Do yall think I'm being too eager? Or am I not doing enough for this to work?
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