Going fuqin crazy....please HelpMe?

Question

I want my friend to come and live with me...She live's in ill,chicago...I live in ftstewart ga....We both have problems and she is the only one who understands me and I am the only one who understands her...so000 we might decide to go to a sikeward together to get some help on things...but we dnt wanna do it alone..so my mom said she could live with me...with no cost or anything..she is hella nice.yea? hmm...anywayz so my mom or her mom doesn't no we are going to eventaully going to tell them we want more help..so00 could this plan actaully work out?...are we selfesh? I just miss her so much and I KNOW she misses me ...she acts NOT HERSELF when she isn't around me ya know..I mean this girl does drugs,cutt herself,runs away, and thinks of bulimia idk if she does it though,she tried killing herself.....and me well I cutt,have bulimia,sometimes thoughts of suicide, sometimes I do want to give into drugs..but I never do...and yet I stay sane for my lilbrother..anyone could help me out a bit?

I do have a bf..and he helps me out alot..but idk sometimes I feel like such a *** for not telling him my whole story or background of why I even started this ...hotdayumm I am a train wreck.

Answer 1

some people are never there when u r suffering!get her to move in.

Answer 2

you guys should stay in touch, but living together you will only feed off of each other's bad habits... its like a homeless person asking another homeless person how he can get a good job.  I understand you can feel lonely but having her close may be self-destructive.  Bulimia and depression often win over will power and can lead to breaking each other's trust.

You need to get help.  My sister suffered from bulimia and depression- it sucks.  Start praying, start doing your research and find a support group that is really focused on recovery.  You cannot help your friend if you're not okay and she cannot help you either.

Answer 3

jesus christ, i could hardly understand your writting

Answer 4

you do need help..and if you are really ready to get help and change you should be able to do it on your own...cause you won't be alone...you wil have your counselor and a support system (i hope)...but having your friend there will just interfere with your treatment and hers