I've been in a psychiatric hospital a couple times, mostly when I was 14 & then again when I was 17. Now I'm 19 so it will be a whole different system since I'm an adult. I'm just not sure how to go about it, I feel like I need to be in a hospital because I feel suicidal & terribly hopeless especially since my boyfriend committed suicide in June. But still I don't feel "sick enough" to be taking up a bed in a hospital & what about work? What will I tell them & how will I not get fired when I just disappear to the hospital? My mom thinks I'm over everything & fine, me & her don't talk. So I just feel really lost.
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