Guys,i feel like a r****d-this is my daily routine and its absurd,pls help its my life,best ans gets 10 pts ?

Question

I was doing my engineering..but i dropped out of college after a year..now i wake up daily @ around 12 or 1 p.m and will have much straight and will be browsing net for the whole noon till evening..then i'll have some snack..watch some t.v and then I'll hear some songs and will again get into net and will be browsing till midnight and will take dinner,watch a movie in system and will go to sleep and it goes on the same routine next day..i dunno why I am being like this..whats wrong with me..and I am parents dont even care a d**n about me..I dropped out of my college as I had interest towrads film and not studies...i must get into an another town to join in film as an apperentice and work my way up and thats my wish..I knew thats what I should do and thats why I dropped out of college..but now,I am just not able to give up this daily routine and laziness..I dunno if that much of laziness and uninterest has come into me so much that am not able to move with life..I fear of my future and I am 19 years old..I feel helpless..I've stopped talking with my friends too..what exactly is my problem?what should I do?

PLZ HELPPPPPPPPPPPPP

Answer 1

sounds like severe depression. talk to your doctor. don't keep up with this!

Answer 2

get up off of your fat *** and move out.  go chase an apprenticeship.  If your resolve is strong enough, you will get it, seriously.  Like, if you want it bad enough.  If you're really serious about something then through your actions and influences, consciously or subconsciously you'll make it happen

Answer 3

You're depressed, addicted and obsessed with the internet. Go seek professional help right away. Start by unplugging the computer and look in the phone book for psychologists.

Answer 4

depressed?  could be but i doubt it.  addicted to the internet?  could be but i highly doubt that too.

okay, so you dropped out of college because your elective classes are way more interesting than the general studies - duh!!  all elective classes are way more interesting because "we" pick them and because they are something of an interest to us.  who really wants to take general studies - boring...but we have to do it to get a degree.

you sleep till noon because you are on the internet for so long, thinking about who knows what - but believe me, i can surf with the best of them too and do.  i can spend hours upon hours on the internet.  before long, it's two or three in the morning.  

the time you spend on the internet is "your" time.  it is a great place to learn...take an online class or two and see if you can handle that.  set your goals small and obtainable as not to drag yourself down if you dont make one or two of them.

you are tired and lazy because you are not doing any physical activities, it happens.  using your brain in that manor is very tiring.  try and take a walk or go out and do something.  i know you dont really want to but if this keeps going for you - it will be even harder for you to turn things around.  

you already want to turn things around, and that is great.  now all you need to do is find a way that you can live with to do so.  really, try an online class.

i am a network engineer and i am on the internet for 8-10 hours each and everyday and have done so for years.  yeah, i am tired and dont feel like doing anything either but i found a way to make things happen for me and you can too.

i know the road ahead of you seems looooong, but it really isnt.  you can do it,  i dont even know you and i know you can do it.

if you have any additional questions or just want to chat - email me.

take care!