I guess this all started when I was trying to understand things more, and I was thinking about the mental processes that go on in my brain when I read, but then feeling guilty that I'm not really aware of the process while I'm reading, and thinking it's so important I have to be aware of it while I read, and I gradually questioned more and more things until I was questioning reality, what I accept as real (common sense), science (it seems we can never really be sure if what we perceive is real or science and common sense are right), things I have learned to do (like reading or playing the piano), things I have learned (like math - all of the things I have learned in it; what it means to understand), and questioning and trying to find a reason/explanation for everything I do. Often I can't find the answers, but I feel like they are so important/baffling for me that I have to think about them, but I realize it's bad because always worrying and thinking about it makes it difficult to do things like schoolwork or normal activities. I've been worrying all of the time about philosophical problems and why I shouldn't worry about them, and this has made it difficult to concentrate on other things. (clearly I've become obsessed with these things that most people probably just shrug off - they worry me almost all the time, except for when I'm really into something and forget about them) I'm trying to find a reason/justification to accept reality and science and common sense and what I've learned and stuff and not think about how I read and all those things.. Does anyone have advice, or a reason/justification to accept and not think about and question those things in the last sentence?
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