HELP!!!Suicidal Thoughts. Urgent!! Sleeping pills. Can someone help me!!!!?

Question

.....I constantly think about killing myself, even when I am not angry at all, I just wish I were dead everyday....I am going to get some sleeping pills. My mom does not know why I asked her for some money. All she knows is that I need it. I am going to OD! I hate my life, everything, I just dont see any reason for me to be alive!!!

There have been constant times where I have felt like going to the nearest bridge and jumping off into the Sacramento River. I am seventeen, male.

Answer 1

theres one reason for that.

You dont have future plans thats why you dont want live your life because you dont have dreams to fullfill, thats how my brother is he has no hope in himself and no future plans and all he does is play games.

energize yourself and love this world and do more.

Answer 2

Then find something to live for..if not than that i dont see anyone else to blame for not having one.

Answer 3

There's many phases in life, some good, some boring, and some totally suck. Your sucky time will end!

Sometimes we prolong the bad times because of our actions, without even realizing it at the time. Is there anything you can do to decrease this? Sometimes all it takes is 1-2 things to get past the bad times.

You're approaching a time in your life when you'll be in more control, instead of others controlling you so much. When you get there, if you take just a few seconds before making decisions, you'll find it a lot easier to find the happy times.

You know you want those happy times, and they're getting closer every day you stick it out. Some days will require a bit of effort, but usually the effort pays off, even if further down the road. Not every day will be filled with happiness, but the happy moments are so sweet, it's worth it to wait for them to happen.

If the people in your life are making you miserable, the best revenge is to get away from them, and enjoy life without them.  

Answer 4

Hi There,

I just wanted to say that you sound really intelligent and I stronly encourage you to wait and see what your life holds for you down the track. There are so many awesome things that you have to look forward to.

Please reply to me as I would really like to support you in any way that I can and I really do care...

Answer 5

are you serious? suicide is never the answer...if you really did kill yourself think of all the people around you and how would they feel? how would your parents feel? plus something good might happen later on so don't throw away your life. If you have trouble talk with your friends or a counselor. = )

Answer 6

http://suicide.com/

These feelings are temporary they will subside just hang in there visit the link i gave you it may help.

email me:

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Answer 7

People like you have more chances to be happy in life than the one who seem to be happy. because you are in the most negative end in life that you are thinking.

just think the below as scale of happiness

-200..................-100.........

.........0...............100.............

Think you are now at -200 in life .. do you know you have 400 chances to move towards positive .

do you know when you reach 200, you'll be the most happiest person in life since you have seen both ends of life travelled all across the happiness. You can find yourself suited for any situation at that moment

“Progress is often equal to the difference between mind and mindset.”

always happiness not matters where you are. Its when you see a change moving in right direction.

just what you right now need is a mindset. Usually between 15 to 20 years ,all these feelings occur. ( Even at the age of 18 really I've cried for more than 6 months for getting scolded by teacher, N few other quarells)but its little more with you.. thats ok yaar.. find new friends.. enjoy life

If you have taken too many pills suggest a doctor , otherwise discover yourself new ways to be happy

Answer 8

Talk to somone NOW

Suicide Prevention Crisis Line

Placement on map is approximate

Sacramento, CA 95814

United States

[phone]‎

THEY WILL HELP!

Answer 9

why u want to do this?what about the pain you will cause to your mother?is not the solution to kill your self,stand on your feet try and find what is making you want to die and try to solve it,you only have one chance in life don't give it away so easily,there many problems in this world many people are hurt and they suffer but they fight so do the same too

Answer 10

Please do not commit suicide. Think of the devastation you will bring to your family and friends.

Also buying sleeping pills is not a good idea either. Think how your Mum will feel if she finds out the money she gave you funded your suicide!!! She would never recover from that or forgive herself.

Life can get better but it is your responsibility to go and find it.

Firstly :

1) Make an appointment to see your doctor and tell him/her straight how you are feeling.

2) Tell your family and friends how you are feeling as i am sure most will want to help you seek treatment and the right help.

3) Find something that would make you want to stay on this planet.

I am a Mother of an 18 year old Male and it would devastate me for life if he committed suicide. Please, please seek help.

Answer 11

Please call a crisis line and get help now! You can't imagine what will happen if you take your life. For those left it is agony. For you, it is a chance of a great life lost. I know your feelings, I know where you are standing, but don't do it!

After you have gotten help by talking to someone, continue to get whatever you need to nourish your life and happiness. If you need to talk email me and we can exchange chat ID's. Email [e-mail]

You are in my prayers right now. Please let me hear how you are doing.

Blessings.

Answer 12

DO NOT buy the sleeping pills nor, do anything along those lines.  Call a crisis hotline NOW http://suicidehotlines.com/national.html

I've been there and done that, with sleeping pills. I obviously survived, but I'm glad I did. Going through that puts everything into perspective. I didn't really want to die. Please talk to someone, even if it's your mother, so that you can get the help that you need because having these thoughts is not normal! Write a journal if you need to. It helped me release a lot of my frustrations after my attempt.