MOVED FROM CHICAGO TO CLEVELAND..THE LIFE STYLE HERE IS SO LAY BACK..PLUS DON'T HAVE NO FAMILY OR FRIENDS..HERE..MOVED HERE WITH A GIRL I MET IN CHICAGO BUT ALL HER FAMILY IS HERE IN CLEVELAND..ME AND HER FAMILY DON'T CLICK. THEY ARE IN THEIR OWN.WORLD.ON FAMILY GATHERING THEY TALK ABOUT THEIR PASS AND I'M THERE..ALL BY MYSELF..EVERYONE IS LAUGHING..BECAUSE THEY KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON..AND I DON'T HAVE TWO CLUES SO I SIT HERE WAITING WHEN SHE GETS TIRED..AND READY TO LEAVE..I LOVE HER BUT I HAD A LIFE IN CHICAGO I WORKED..COME AND GO AS I PLEASED...HERE I HAVE NO WHERE TO GO..DON'T KNOW ANYTHING OR ANYONE..WE WERE SO HAPPY IN CHICAGO..WHY DID I GIVE IN TO HER AND MOVED NOW ALL I HAVE ARE REGRETS IT'S LIKE I'M IN PRISON HERE..I CAN'T BREATHE..DON'T HAVE NO MODAVATION ,,NO DRIVE..IN CHICAGO WE DID LOT OF THING WENT OUT TO DINNER, PARKS....HERE WE ARE STRUGGLING..NO WORK TO BE FOUND...AND IF I GO BACK I'LL HAVE MY OLD JOB BACK...I'M TIRED OF EATING CHICKEN WHEN I WAS EATING STEAK...THE KIDS ARE THE ONLY THING KEEPING ME HERE...THEY ARE HERS BUT THEY ALREADY CALL ME DAD...IT'S LIKE I'M STUCK..I ASKED HER LETS GO BACK TO CHICAGO...BUT SHE SAYS NO..BECAUSE SHE DON'T WANT TO KEEP MOVING THE KIDS..I THINK SHE IS USING THE KIDS AS AN EXCUSE BECAUSE SHE DOESN'T WANT TO LEAVE..THE TWO BOYS WANT TO GO BACK TO CHICAGO..BUT THE GIRL WANTS TO STAY.. I DON'T WANT TO BE THE BAD GUY...I MET HER IN CHICAGO FELL IN LOVE WITH HER IN CHICAGO..THEN MOVED HERE..AND EVERYTHING CHANGED....THE LOVE IS THERE ..BUT ME FEELING LIKE A MAN IS NOT...DO THE THINGS MAN DO ,WORK..SUPPORT A FAMILY.ETC..DON'T GET ME WRONG I STILL WORK FROM CLEVELAND TO CHICAGO DOING SALES OVER THE PHONE..BUT THE MONEY ISN'T THE SAME...AND THE LITTLE THAT COMES IN IT'S LIKE WE ARE TAKING CARE OF HER FAMILY..THEY ARE TAKING ADVANTAGE OF HER AND SHE DOESN'T SEE...I'LL TELL WHAT I NOTICE..AND SHE TURNS A BLIND EYE..SO I STAY QUIET...I'M IN h**l AND IN JAIL CAN SOMEONE PLEASE GIVE SOME GOOD ADVICE
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