How can I get over this ?
Ok about 2 years ago I moved to Chicago from Virginia. I moved planning I to make that my new home and not move back. While I was there I met a guy and we dated the enitre time. 2 weeks ago I moved back home to richmond,not for good, but to get on my feet.Saying goodbye to him was the hardest thing I EVER had to do. Harder then saying goodbye to family memebers when they passed , harder then leaving my family going to chicago, really is was harder then anything i had ever had to do. He was one person that i feel in love with. I have now been here two weeks and can't help but cry myself to sleep, thinking I made the wrong decision. Can anyone give me some advice on how to cope and get over the fact that we are probably not going to be together again and i need to move on...He was devistated that I moved back but if i can save enough money it won't be perment, it was just what i needed to do. The saddness is keeping me from having fun and going out. I just feel numb... can anyone relate??/
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