I've taken Adderall and I hated it so I stopped taking it but didn't tell my mom. So now she and the doctor thinks that the Adderall doesn't have its effect on me anymore and prescribed me to a new medication called Focalin. I just took Focalin for the first time today. It had the same effects the Adderall did. I don't eat, I can't sleep, I don't want to be around anybody, I don't want to talk to anybody, I'm all depressed and so much other things. I thought maybe the Focalin would be different but it's just like the Adderall. Both medications turn me into a totally different person. I feel so angry and mad right now and I want to cry. I have an attitude and snap at anybody who says something to me. Just now I was washing the dishes and my brother came to annoy me and you don't know how much I wanted to beat the c**p out of him or threaten to stab him. Somehow I just ignored him though. I'm NOT like this at all but when I take these medications they turn me this angry moody person. This is exactly why I secretly stopped taking Adderall because these side effects never went away. There were times when I wanted to just die because I felt living was pointless.
It seems now that Focalin is doing the same thing. I can't wait for tomorrow when the side effects go away and I can be my normal cheery self. Has anybody who's taken any ADD medication had these effects?
btw I only take the medicine for school.
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