Havbe you ever gotten this feeling? ?

Question

i feel like im alone in this dark cold dirty world and i cant find anyone to understand me. Im undefined. Its like the world is against me, and doesnt want me to feel anything but angst. I only dream of death and when im awake its like i only see the darkness. I dont realy eat, or do anything i write and draw on my walls of how im beiing eatn alive without any feeling.

Answer 1

It sounds like depression.  I've been there, at a much younger age, and felt that way during hard times, where I just wanted to sleep and nothing interested me, and leaving the house or talking to people was like a chore or something I despised.  I know I've had the feeling that I wouldn't have minded getting hit by a car while walking on the street, even, which seems crazy to me now.

If you've felt like this for a while, I would see a doctor about it or at least talk to someone about it (family member, counselor, friend, etc).  Good luck.

Answer 2

I knew somone like this when I was younger and all I can do is give you advice and that advice is go see a counselor and also try and join somthing you enjoy such as art and interact with people. Meet some people and get some friends. Life is so much better when you have friends.

Answer 3

A life like that doesn't sound healthy. Please seek some sort of help. I mean, it would be easy to find someone online who you can just vent to. If possible, consult a psychologist.

I don't know you personally, but just so it's clear. I do care about you. I know that there is someone on the other end of the computer. I hope things get better for you. The way you described the "feeling" you're experiencing, you are really struggling and no one on Y!A can help you. All they can do is post an answer saying "no, I've never gotten that feeling." which is pretty useless.

Answer 4

U need help. Gawd be happy.