I know this sounds a little strange... just throwing it out there for curiosity to see if any one else has experienced (or felt they have experienced) the same thing?!
Explaining in a little more depth... I have had for several months now a hazy sensation that some being/or beings (and I don't know if these are human people who are alive now or some kind of different energy forms) are working with/on me whilst I am asleep/dreaming?
I can't usually recall anything specific, but have a definite sensation of the quality of my dreams/sleep having been 'different' on the nights when this 'work' takes place. Sometimes (or all times) this carries through into my waking life... as though the changes are incorporated subtly into my conscious awareness. The work is of a healing nature - kind of energy body light work or something (NOT that I really 'know' anything about this!) or maybe also perhaps some kind of transmission of knowledge/understanding/skill to be used in a healing capacity. Perhaps of worth noting is the seemingly predetermined idea that the purpose of this ‘work’ is to move toward clearing/opening my body/energy body so that I can be of service in a healing way? As though my intention is to work WITH them, as one of them – to assist others? A kind of contract I have willingly agreed to?
It seems that as what is taking place is beyond my current level of conscious awareness, it is impossible for me to formulate with my mind an understanding or logical interpretation of what is taking place. Yet beyond my mind, beyond words... on some other level I ‘feel’ that something is happening. Sometimes this manifests in unexplainable and unusual symptoms or sensations in my physical body, other times it like something just at the back of my mind, out of reach. It is like a vague stirring or remembering. It can be a beautiful, loving experience or sometimes more painful.
When it takes place it is always welcome. It feels ‘right’. I feel more comfortable and at home with these ‘beings’ than with my fellow humans in the ‘ordinary’ waking world. Actually, I worry that my behaviour and struggles (or lack of) with self created obstacles in my daily life may detract from or hinder this other ‘level’ work – that I might close myself to it – or worse that whatever is happening will stop, that ‘they’ will suddenly find I’m not worth the investment of energy. (But that’s another issue altogether!)
Not really looking for explanations here (or for a whole load of people to tell me I’m crazy or imagining it all LOL) There’s a load more I could write, but have to stop somewhere!
...Just asking DOES ANYONE ELSE experience this – or something like this – whatever ‘this’ is???!!!
Thank you for reading.
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