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in life?their happy because they feel your under their control...things will never ever work out the way you want them to......and they are happy because of this..im 30 with borderline personality disorder and for a while now ive had bad paranoia that theres people who seek to control my life.....keep me down.ive suffered a very traumatic life....bullying and abuse.....unfairness.ive aged badly.....have physical imperfections.....2 missing teeth...torn ankle ligaments...aching joints...limbs.live alone in a one bedroom flat...on benefits...never been employed...no qualifications.i have goals i still want to reach still...living in a quiet coastal village...living in my own house...a loving partner...living near the beach.but i feel some people are happy, laughing their heads off because they no something i dont...they no im never going anywhere and ill remain under their control.this makes me angry, what does anyone think?im not sure who these people areit makes me want to find them and rip their heads off........ot give up and spend the rest of my days in a mental hospital.....which is easy to do.....i could easily ruin my life like that......disappear from society....if i feel i dont have a chance to achieve my goals........or that my life is somehow being manipulated and controlled. so i dont get those goals...if this is the case....what is the point in trying?no thankyou
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