I'll be 7 months Monday and I feel like I have no interest in anything that has to do with babies, even my baby who is due December 1st. I don't know how to explain it..I almost feel like my pregnancy is unreal-it's been hard, still getting very sick, fainting every day, having chest pains. It feels like more of a curse than a blessing. I love my fiance and we have been together for almost 5 years. I can't imagine my life without him in it, but he doesn't understand how I feel. I don't even like talking about the baby because I have nothing to say-I just don't like thinking about it. He would never let me give the baby up for adoption because he wants to keep her and I want to keep him, so I guess I'm stuck. I just can't help it, but I don't feel anything towards the baby. I feel upset and angry sometimes about the whole situation. I read all these things about how you're supposed to talk to it and read to it before it's born and stuff like that and I just don't feel comfortable doing something like that, nor do I want to. It's just very uncomfortable. I just can't help feeling like this and I can't force myself to love something I don't. I've never liked kids or babies and have always thought them very irritating and I just can't picture myself having one at all. This is very frustrating for me and I can't help it, so don't judge me. It's just the way I naturally feel. Have any of you ever felt this way before having a baby? Did your feelings change?
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