I have to initiate everything and to get him to do, go, or purchase me anything I always hear I don't have the money. While I & my 6yr old son watch him and his (5) children sneak their backpacks in full of everything from toys, clothes, shoes, snacks, fast-food. concerts, movies, restaurants,I'll stop there, I sure would love to be included in the family I married in to
I don't know what I've done so badly that they hate me and run, It feels like he wants to divorce me but refuses to be the one to file, so I feel he is pushing me to file on the grounds of..I guess...I'm not good enough for them. I love my Lord. I have fallen. I look to husband for support, to encourage me..like I have him, he just looks at me with this empty cold look. He tells me there is no other woman, he says he was crazy-in-love w/me & still loves me but he doesn't like me. I've begun to not like me neither, I cry Every day for failing,he tells me I haven't tried hard enough, or fought it hard enough. I don't understand.
Is it that he doesn't believe I love him so he neglects me and runs or is this some kind of "dance" guys (men) play unknowingly /knowingly when they don't really love the woman?Perhaps I should check myself into the nearest psych ward Help, do I fight or flight. I don't flight very well, I hate good-byes
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