he told me i was beautiful. no one had ever said that to me before and meant it the way he did. i knew i could be cute and friendly, but never did i think beautiful. he did. i had determinded not to like him let alone love him. but somehow that moment changed EVERYTHING. i was so scared on the day we got married, but i went thru with it and committed my entire exsistence to him. i made a promise and have kept it. now, some years and 3 kids under our belt......he doesnt want to be here. don't get me wrong, he's good to us and works hard.....but he'd rather be traveling and away than near home. he doesn't act interested in me very often (he really didn't the moment after we got married actually). and it just seems like we are growing farther apart than together. i don't know what to do, what to change in myself.....i know i can't change him......i just wish i knew what happened to that man who called me beautiful....or it he was even there to begin with. what do you think i should do????
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