I was diagnosed with OCD years ago. I was on medecine before and did great, got taken off, and was fine for years. I thought it was under control, but clearly not! My OCD is with reoccuring bad thoughts and worrying all the time and needing reassurance. For example, I have been with my boyfriend for 8 years. He is SO GREAT! He is so sweet and would do anything for me. My family LOVES him! One day we got in a fight and I was screaming at him over something ridiculous. I was holding a piece of paper and yelling at him. He asked to see the paper and I refused like a million times, even though what was on the paper was what I was yelling at him about and he was really confused about it! HE tried to grab the paper and I took it away, still yelling. Next, he just grabbed my wrist and took the paper. I blew up and started yellign taht he :grabbed me" in a hurtful way, even though he didn't at all and would never. Since then, I keep having thoughts that that was an awful thing for him to do, that it was abusive, etc. I know he would never hurt me ever, and he didn't that day, but how do I make these thoughts go away???????/
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