Right well I left my boyfriend in July to go out with my best friend (who's a girl) we had so much fun and I love her I really do. Then yesterday she told me her and this guy were having a chat about there girlfriends and they ended up kissing. She told me that she liked him a little but that she loved me and liked me a lot. We didn't really mention it through out the rest of the day but then we were talking on MSN and my ex was asking all these random things and my girlfriend went "Oh you can just do whatever you want with him I don't care anymore!!"
So I asked if she thought that we were better off as friends cos something changed when we started to go out, then I asked her what she wanted to do.
She said Well I guess then we should just stay friends if somethings changed.
Me "Ok if that's what you want, I guess that's the best!"
But think is I feel like I've missed something out with all of this, after we said that she told me she loved me and I said I loved her too cos I do and I haven't been able to sleep or eat. I want her back but if she thinks we are better off as friends or did she think that that's what I wanted cos since we've been going out she always tried to make me happy!
I really miss her and I feel like a complete idiot, I've never liked anyone this much before and her friends told me she was the same and they'd never seen her like that but now I feel like I've just ruined it all!!
Someone please help and give me advice I'm gutted about this and none of my friends are helping at all.
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