Okay so I'm trying to get over anorexia. For about a week now, I've been eating three meals a day, something that I haven't done in almost two years. For dinner, I've been having grilled chicken, stir fried vegetables, and a small amount of rice with salsa. Every night I've looked forward to dinner and I haven't really been paranoid about gaining weight.
Now all the sudden today, I have absolutely no appetite for dinner. Nothing sounds appetizing and we're all out of stir fry sauce so I can't have that. Besides having no appetite, I all the sudden feel FAT. I haven't worried about my weight at all and now I'm freaking out that I'm putting on fat from eating more than 800 calories a day. I'm so tempted to skip dinner but I have to get weighed at the nutritionist tomorrow and if I haven't stopped losing weight, they're taking away my daily exercise.
Help!
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