Help me, please! How do I stop this pain?

Question

I've felt like killing myself, just to make this hurting stop. If it'll right the wrongs, if it'll make the people I love happy, I'll do it. I've already tried, but I couldn't do it. I tried not steering my car, but kept grabbing the wheel. Tried cutting my wrist, but couldn't do it. Tried suffocating and drowning, but just end up in physical pain.

I don't know if I want to die or not, but I'm scared. I leave for college tomorrow. I'll be on my own. What if I finally do do it and right before the end realize I didn't want to?

Answer 1

I'm gonna pray for ya guy don't do it, the world will be sad without you i don't even know you and i fell that way k pray and think positive k

Answer 2

People love and care about you.

Please call 1-800-SUICIDE (784-2433) or 9-1-1 right now.  

Answer 3

Suicide is a solution to a temporary problem .

I can really relate to you right now , just seems like everythings wrong right ? Well , as of now find someone who can relate . Like me , for example , I had my home foreclosed , and my mom almost died in the hospital , my Dad had to sell his car in order to pay the rent in our new home . My sister has been in and out of mental institutions . And I've recently lost close friends , and my boyfriend and I are arguing . So I can really understand how much your probably going through . What I do is talk to a close friend , and if they just are too positive , I tend to just write it all out . If still too frustrated , crying relieves some of it , or just find a way to let it out . Such as , running , walks , sleeping , these are some of the things I do . I really pray things get better for you hunny , God gives hard lives to those with strong souls , always remember that . Those tortured now will later on be rewarded in life . Stay strong , because now thats all you really can do , take care & godbless (: <3

Just know your arent alone .

And in the future you'll find a reason , and be glad your alive because of it . You'll look back to this day and think , I'm so blessed to be with that person , or I'm blessed to be alive . There are many other people out there with much worse than you are , thats what I've learned . Think about trying the suicide having it fail , and end up in critical condition then your still unhappy & now you may have lost your legs , or something worse . Be thankful you have what you have , many people don't  . Many people can't even afford college . Think .. just don't let it eat you up .  

Answer 4

Trust me, it WILL NOT make the people you love happy if you kill yourself. I want you to go to this website and read the story on it and see if you can get some help from it...

http://www.twloha.com/index.php

Answer 5

Hey Bud,

I tried to reply to you and it said i had used my daily limit of e-mails.

If you want, you could message me w/ a regular e-mail address that i could e-mail you at, otherwise, i can't reply until midnight when my limit will go up for tomorrow.

Your call!

Take it easy

M

Answer 6

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Answer 7

It's not going to right any wrongs and it won't make the people you love happy; it'll just make everything worse.  And if you do it "right", that's it, and there's so much in the world that you need to see and do and learn and be.

When you get to college, go find the student services right away and see if there is some sort of support group/phone line that you can call into and do it. There are going to be hundreds of other people starting college in your shoes. Away from home, scared, alone.  It's a very scary thing, but you can pull through it.  You really need to get some counseling; it's not something you can deal with on your own, nor should you feel ashamed for seeking help, but please, find it and get it.

Good luck.

Answer 8

It will not right the wrongs and it won't make the people you love happy. You will not get to see what happens at college or after college or who you meet in the future. It will devastate the people around you. There are counselors at college and people you can contact anonymously. Please do so. If you don't want to wait and want to talk to someone now -

Toll-Free / 24 hours / 7 days a week

1-800-SUICIDE or 1-800-273-TALK