Help me get through this?

Question

Somehow I overcame this before, I don't think I can do it again. I have really reallyyy bad self image problems, and usually I don't let it bring me down too much, but today idk what happened. I was just in the shower and tried to regurgitate my dinner because for some reason that sounded like a good idea? luckily I didn't succeed in doing that, I have to take really short showers. I hate eating, and I ate this huge dinner gahh I feel like I'm getting fatter by the second. I'm just really scared about the whole thing, I hate my body so much and I don't want to tell anyone about it, my friends are starting to become a little suspicious, i think, about me skipping meals, eating less and just feeling ugly and fat all the time. Its like a whole different side of me just came back out. I don't want that side to be out! I just want to feel good about myself. It seems like all i think about is food, and how much I don't need to be eating it and to drink thsi much water and to eat this much of my lunch and how I can get away with skipping dinner. I don't know whats wrong with me! I don't even know if I posted this to the right topic! Help me?

Answer 1

Focus - it is all to do with focus. Focus on strengths, not weaknesses. Positivity not negativity. Google a short piece called Desiderata & read it over & over until you know that what it is saying to you has really been understood. With my very best wishes for now and your future.

Kind regards. UK

Answer 2

You need to help yourself. People on the internet sseldom can do anything.  

I would suggest reading about FASTING if a RELIGIOUS, or I should say spiritual context.  Find a person who can help with that. Do a fast and look for answers. Ask for the answers.  You already know the question, so do what you can to find the answers.  

And eat a balanced diet of appropriate calories so you brain can function properly.  Not eating makes thoughts wierd.  But, if you are focused of finding a spirtual answer it will come to you.  

Answer 3

I can tell ya this, becoming an anorexic is uglier than what you think of yourself. How did you get the influence that you look ugly? I assume TV and the media. Your body cannot be healthy if you don't eat well, and you won't be happy about it when you get sick. Eating food is natural. If you want to lose some weight you should come up with a morning exercise routine.

You must talk to your parents about this.

If you want some self-esteem boost, maybe you should take drama classes. It surely boosted up mine. If you think you not getting anywhere, don't worry, you'll eventually find an answer, we have the power to adapt, you see.