i am obsessed with eating, my next meal, and how long its been since iv last taken a bite. i understand that i may have anorexia nerviosa (fear of gaining weight, an obsession with counting calories, etc) and i weight myself daily. i do not consider myself skinny, but i have lost about 30 lbs from a low carb and non cheating diet for almost two years now. i do not understand why i am so obsessed with food. i need help. i would like to see a specialist, but my parents who think im a freak for the way i eat now anyway (im 20 years old, away at school but am home for the summer) refuse to let me see a nutritionist. they think i just need to eat 'regular'. i cant bring myself to eat regular, all i do is think about food. why. answers. please.
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