I don't know how to be a more confident person. I try to look at myself in the best manner possible, but whenever I think of anything, my mind immediately 20 reasons why that is either unimportant or false. I can't help this and I have tried to, its just who I am. I'm constantly beating myself up mentally and physically because I feel inferior to everyone. Every single mistake I make haunts me for so long, I still have memories of failures as a kindergartner. There has got to be something wrong with what I am doing, I want to get better because I am just ruining what little life I have obtained.
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