During exams in june, we promised to hang out and revise together, but she always let me down, by telling me at the last minute she cant make it... or not even telling me at all. After the exams we promised to meet up and have fun, but she never bothered to fix anything, and when i tried, she was doing something else. So i tried ringing her two weeks or so back, but i didnt realise her little sister was in hospital (she has cystic fibrosis) with a really bad chest infection, so obviously i let her have space and time until the sister was better.But i felt really bad because whenever i called, she sounded tired and i wasnt to know her sister was still in hospital, so i stopped calling every now and again, but i told her she could ring me anytime if she wanted to talk or meet up, but nothings happening. It seems like we are getting distant, but we have been friends since we were 4 and we have always been close. I respect that her sister was very ill, I know she would have been stressed and upset, but she must be out of hospital by now. I just want to talk to my friend.
The other reason why she is not that reliable is because her parents are mega strict on her, since she often sneaked out to london with her boyfriend, but this is ridiculous. what on earth can i do... shall i wait till term strats again in september... or what? She is my closest friend, i dont want to lose that.
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