For a while, I've been fed up with my current psychiatrist and looking for a new one. I've been thinking for a long time of how I'm going to break the news, and here's what I came up with (yeah, some of it sounds harsh and immature, but that's how I felt for a long time and can no longer sugarcoat it) Here's What I'm going to say to her:
"Dear Dr. Doctor,
I regret to inform you that I will be dumping you, and don’t want you as a doctor anymore. I would like to be referred to another psychiatrist that can still supply me the same type of medication. Here are the reasons why:
• You flat out insisted that I should go back up to taking 225mg of my Effexor last June after I told you about a nervous breakdrown I had that was over something rather stupid. I told you that I’m cutting back to 150mg for money reasons. You said something about a different medication and that I was going into a possible relapse. I thought what you said was biased. I was hoping that you suggest an alternative solution, but it sounds like you didn’t, and that really upset me. The breakdown was a temporary setback, I felt fine the next day. You just wanted to try to put me another stupid medication with annoying side effects cause you and the drug companies are after my hard earned money.
• I feel that you judge and criticize me for some of the choices I make in my life. For example, there’s my plans about my future and what I’m doing after graduation as far as finding a job. I told you that I’m still with a seasonal temp job that recently promoted me, that I’m working nice full time hours in the summer making good money, and I’m looking for another job right now. You didn’t even bother to congratulate me on my promotion. Instead, you kept digging and questioning me about why my employer doesn’t offer health insurance--that was rude and it’s none of your business. You then made a remark about how I couldn’t handle change in my life and that I should have found a permanent job a long time ago that has a benefits package. When I saw you last June, you justified saying that you were right and that I should have found a better job by now. Well guess what, in this bad economy, not all recent college grads jump directly into making $50,000 a year, so stop judging me and quit treating me like an idiot! For your information, I have been doing my best to find another job. I’ve placed my resume on search engines like Monster and Yahoo hot jobs. I’ve responded to numerous ads on Craigslist, followed up with a couple them already. I asked my current boss to help me find jobs in the area. I completed a profile and uploaded my resume at an online placement agency Creatives on Call. I contacted someone at Creatives on Call yesterday to follow up and they said that they got my updated info and will contact me when they can, and that they’re going through tons of resumes including mine. I even remember you asking that if I’m “hooked†on my job, so please stop it! Quit mocking me! I’m doing the best I can. I don’t control the economy, doctor. I'm sick of all the bullcrap! It’s my life, so back the heck off! Peace!"
So, are these good reasons? I wonder if it's harsh, and that I'm just overreacting. Anyone's input? Thanks.
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