first off thanks for reading..
well basically i moved to my dad's for a year which i know was the right thing to do, cause i knew i would regret it someday if i didn't and i needed a break from my mom and the life style, but i miss my friends that i've had so far most of my life, and this guy that's one of my neighbors.. this has been really tough, but the part i can't stand is that i don't want to try and forget them so i can be actually happy this year, cause i keep telling them how i'll be coming back to i think make them feel better and myself. also, but the tough one here is that i think i could actually really like it here and maybe want to graduate from the high school i'll be going to if i decide to go for the next 4 yrs. with my cuz.. anyways so they bascially have both their pros and cons, but i know i can't tell the future and i just need to focus on the present instead of what will happen and that'll make me feel better it's tough though. i'm trying to figure out what i should do, and what i will end up choosing.. omg this is stressfull lol sorry please help, and do u think i should just wait till the end of the year to then realize what i truly want @ that exact time? please help..
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