ok so last year i liked this guy alot. and he totally lead me on. things were just so perfect with him cuz when i talked to him things just flowed. but then i guess he didn't like me even when he lead me on and he asked out one of my friends. i told him that i was happy for him, but that wouldn't change the way i felt about him. i won't lie, it was a bit awkward after that. but we got back to our old friendship again and started talking normally again. my friends always felt so bad for me cuz they new i was head over heels for this guy but they knew he could never like me in the same way. so they would always secretly tell him to stop leading me on. so over the summer we didn't really keep in touch. and at school this year i don't have any classes with him. i didn't see him at all on the first day of school. but then we got into a real deep conversation on aim and then we hung out the next day at school. i thought that was real nice considering the fact that we didn't hang out all summer. and then out of no where when he talks to me on aim he starts being rude to me and saying all this offensive stuff to me. and i know he can be a real *** sometimes. he even admitted it himself that he was sorry for being such a jerk to me. and today he doesn't make any attempt into talking to me and is totally rude to me. idk, its like he has split personalities. the one thats charming and understanding and the one that rude and a jackass. i keep telling myself that i'm over him but if i was over him then why is he always on my mind. sometimes i feel like he liked me better when i didn't like him. i think it was cuz i was just myself and i wasn't afraid to be something i'm not. idk what to do about him. some days i'm head over heels for him, other days i hate him. why is this? should i get over him? help please!
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