High school is h**l does it get any better?

Question

I have had reactive depression for about two years now and have been going to a therapist since high school. My mother is the type of person who can not come to terms with her daughters "illness" as they call it. She made me join the swim team to meet new people and refuses to take me out of the catholic school that is killing me slowly.

Im not social, talking hurts, I strongly dislike all the freakish little chastity girls trying to be nice while making me feel nauseous.

I guess what im asking is for anyone who has felt or is feeling this way, does it get better after high school or is there no point to this h**l?

Answer 1

it only gets harder...sorry.

Answer 2

I went to a private catholic school, and it was a paradise to me.  

Answer 3

you're not alone but I don't feel depressed out of school.

try to spend your time with other friends(maybe the ones in your neighborhood).try to enjoy your time.high school is not that bad but it's worse than other years when you're at school.even for me it's harder to study like I used to.

don't get so close to your classmates unless you trust them pretty much.and about those girls,try to get rid of them by trying to have some casual friends at school.they won't try to stick with you if they realize you don't think you can be friends.but if you find any person at school and you think you can have a good relationship with her,try to be friends.

tell your mom how you feel.tell her you're ruined and you can't be a successful person as long as you go to school.one of you is going to convince the other but hiding your problems is not going to solve anything.

I wish you luck.don't worry.everyone goes through hard times in life.