I really didn't like the idea of posting this online because I know many teenagers have problems and feel hopeless and lonely. This summer I have nothing fun to do after summer school. I am currently trying to losing weight because I have a lack of self confidence. Whenever I have to walk across the school campus I wished I can just cover my face or at least magiclly be as pretty as those kids. Sometimes I don't understand why I'm still here and what is the purpose of life. I mean I do have goals, but they sound ridculous. I actually want to be a singer and maybe a actoress. I know if I tell this to my family they'll think is unrealistic. My parents spent a lot of money in tudoring programs so I can get into a good college and able to have a high-paying career. But i don't do good in school and the tudoring programs don't help. I know my parents send me there so they, as parents, fulfill their jobs for me to have a good education. I feel shameful everytime i spend time singing or watching tv. I have no experience in the acting field or have taken any singing lesson because I know I will not succeed in those area so why bother spending more money on me. Along with the fact that I have no talent, I am overweight and ugly and I have no friends or haven't participate in events. any suggestions to my conplicated problem. Please don't just tell me to lighten up. Thanks
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