I was raped and now I have herpes. I am so depressed. I am suicidal right now. I feel so powerless. I told my Mom and she ignored it. It was so weird.....I told her exactly what happened then she just watched her TV shows like usual.
i hate life. Someone on here said that maybe I was acting like a tease. I was not!!!! I hate people saying mean things on here. Someone told me to keep my nasy infections to myself. I cannot take it anymore. I cannot take having this disease. I would die if someone found out.
I can never have a boyfriend or get married. All my dreams are shattered. My whole life I have felt powerless. I was raped at age 18. However, the guy told everyone it was consentual, and my bf dumped me because of it. I didnt' tell the cops bc everyone was calling me a w***e. Everyone said I was a "tease." I was so powerless. When I went to college I was stalked...Again nothing I can do because I am powerless. And now I was raped and given herpes...except nothing i can do. It has been 10 months so now it is too late to do anything. I will always have herpes and have to tell my future husband about it.
I wish that guy told me his status or even gave me the option to engage in sexual activity. I would do anything to go back in time and just stay in my house my whole life.
i hate colelge i used to have straight A's. However, I dropped out of school becasue of the depression from herpes. The school starts on monday and i am seeing a psychologist that is helping me to get into classes on monday.....but i dont know if i could even pay attention in class, all i think about is herpes.
my dream was to be a lawyer. However, i will always wish that back when i was raped i had enough money to see a real lawyer and make criminal charges. the guy threatned my life. i felt so powerless.
i dont nkow what to do. i want to kill myself. my dad has a gun in the front closet should i use it? i hate having herpes. i hate the stigma. i would have never thought in a milion years i would have to worry about this.
why doesnt my mom listne. why does the nurse give me dirty looks? IHATE THE CONSTNAT ITCHING i have constnat itching and i cannot sleep. i have to excuse myself in public and go to the restroom to scratch
i am so depressed. please help PLEASE HELP ME . can i ever get married? Could i just not ever get married and have a baby thru artificial insemination? then i wont have to tell anyone i have herpes????
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