How Screwed Up Do You Think My Life Is?

Question

Ok Im 13 years old i have tried to commit suicide before because i was depressed i am a male i am bisexual i currently have a boyfriend that i love so much but i am afraid that he might not feel the same away about me anymore i have a best friend that i love *** well but she ignores me oftenly and it makes me depressed i hate my mom i dont believe in god but if there is one than i am going straight to h**l

i am constantly in the emergancy room because i skatebaord and fall alot my dad died when i was five i pretty sure nobody loves me anymore the only thing i can actually talk to is my teddy bear because its the only thing that listens i am in 7th grade and i just started 3 weeks ago i already hate my home room teacher my language arts teacher my reading teacher my math teacher and my social studies teacher i cussed out my 5th grade teacher because i hated him

so yeah i think thats about it so answer if you want feel free to leave some comments mean or good i dont mind so yes

how screwed up do you think my life is

Answer 1

I'm just going to give it to you straight...please read what you wrote...here let me help....

Things that are YOUR choice..therefor you control them...and therefor if they are your choice and making your life miserable...why would you KEEP doing them?

>>I<< tried to commit suicide

>>I<< don't believe in God

>>I<< hate my mom

>>I<< have a boyfriend that [obviously] doesn't make me feel loved

>>I<< Skateboard and fall a lot

>>I<< am pretty sure no one loves me

>>I<< hate my teachers

>>I<< cussed out my teacher

>>I<< am friends with someone who ignores me

Things that are not your choice but that can be helped with therapy:

Your dad died when you were five

Ok...so...in conclusion, everything you have said is under YOUR control except for your father dying. I understand it is hard to lose a loved one. It seems like you just hate a lot of people without rhyme or reason. Are you even trying to like them in the first place, or does it start from hate and build up to like? YOU control your life. Stop living it like this. Break up with your boyfriend, he's obviously not for you if he doesn't make you feel loved. Stop hating your teachers, give them a chance. Wear a helmet and pads when you skateboard. Get new friends, you current one sounds like a loser. If you don't believe in God, have a reason. Find something you DO believe in. Tell your mother you think she's ignoring you and tell her how you feel.

You life is what you make of it.

Answer 2

Always understand there are people in worse situations than you. Just believe in God, he'll forgive you from all your sins. But don't try to suicide thats stupid!!! your kept on this earth for a reason. I heard worse live stories. Just be positive you live on earth for yourself not for your parents or your friends. so don't care WHAT people say. you have the same power as them and the same rights. You can count me as your friend. STAY POSITIVE OK!!!!!

Answer 3

Chin up, smile even when you don't feel like it. If you put positive energy out towards others it will come back to you. We've all been there, with lots of bumps in the road. BELIEVE ME! I understand.

Answer 4

Hey you are normal.  Everyone has a long list of fears and hates.  Not just you.  Get up, meet those same people and get them to open up to you.  And you open up as well.  Focus on good as with every bad there is a good.  Have fun with it. Relax and unwind....

Answer 5

dont listen to that idiot about the razor blade.

my life is more ****** up than yours dont worry.

i know its hard but your halfway there with your teddy.

i have one too and i talk to him about everything, and tell him all the things i want the world to know but cant tell it. he wont tell anyone keep talking to him, i tried to runaway yesterday and he came with me.

put up with school, you can do it and find some good friends, and if you still cant stand it later, get a job and leave. thats what ive done. prove to everyone that the only person that matters most in your life is you, and make them wish they had you still. im sure your a great kid and you will be fine trust me. if you wanna talk add me [e-mail] im on msn heaps and i will talk to you when you need too. trust me i know what your going through im bi aswell. =]

dont really believe in god either.

add me =]

xx