I actually did ok this year during track season, considering that I developed shinsplints during tryouts. But I know I didn't try my best, because before my races I'd always get really nervous and I'd say "No, I can't do this." And while I was running there would be a voice in my head saying "C'mon, you're not good enough for this, might as well drop out now; you're just not as good as everyone else."
But I know that running is my sport...I love it so much, and I know that I'm a runner and that running is for me. I feel that my coach doesn't really like me because 1) I'm not doing cross country (which I might do after this coming year) and 2) I always have that voice in the back of my head, and that really affects my performance.
How can I be more motivated overall, and what can I do to get better and try my hardest? Thanks so much.
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