At first, I thought I was just uncomfortable living in a house where a woman who abused her kids (one baby nearly died) once lived in. I thought maybe it was the stress of the move, change of lifestyle, all that. We've lived here a month now, and only last night did my bf and I finally admited to one another that there is something not-right about this place. Whether it's haunted, infested with bad energies, or just very bad vibes, we don't know.
The whole house makes me very nervous, especially our bedroom. Our first night here, I had terrible nightmares about beingbeing the baby who was nearly killed, which made the think it was just the negativity I felt towards what happened in this house. Yet every single night, I've had nightmares about different things (the one about the baby was the most vivid). I haven't slept well at all, and never more than a few hours at a time before some unexplainable noise will wake me up (loud voices or LOUD rock music that I can still hear when I wake up, but none of the neighbors are even awake). The only time I can sleep a full 8 hours is if I take medicine to make me do so.
The noises are what finally made us talk about it. At night, when the a/c is off and there's no noise, you can sometimes hear voices. We've never made any sense out of them, like they're in another language or something. They're always very angry sounding... usually it's a whisper, sometimes talking at a normal tone... other times they positively scream. I thought I was just hearing the neighbors next door, yelling and fighting, but they've been gone on vacation all week.
The cats can sense it, too, which I guess helps me feel less psychotic. Every single night at about 4 in the morning, at least one of them freaks out, howling and crying like they've had the c**p scared out of them. I thought they were just waking up scared because they were in a new place, but no amount of furmama love can comfort them. They run away, out of the bedroom, and won't stop crying until one of us goes and finds them. They still won't return willingly to the bedroom, though.
I don't know what's going on with this place. I don't know if it's demons, spirits, energies, vibes, or what. Last night, both my bf and I tried to ask the spirits to leave us in peace and continue on to their next life, but honestly, I think it just made them mad. Now the whole house feels more negative than usual.
I'm wide open to suggestion. If you can provide me with links would be great, especially to a good place to buy sage for a sage rubbing ceremony (can't buy them locally).
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