How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?

Question

That's a great song... and lately... it's been holding me together. I'm an agnostic and a hardcore alcoholic.... lately the only hope i have is that song... I've seen god throughout my life... yet i chose to ignore him for the most part... and it kills me inside to think that i did that.... does anyone else feel like that? or anything else relative

Answer 1

It's never too late to embrace Him and you're never too far gone.

Answer 2

Are you drunk right now? I don't understand what you're saying.

Please seek help for your alcoholism. It's nothing to mess with.

Answer 3

I remember when I was overseas, I drank every moment till I came back to the US,  If I wasn't in the field that is.  I did whatever I wanted, when I wanted to, then one day, I heard a voice in my head, sounded just like me.  Problem is though, I hadn;t been drinking in a day or so,  and the voice sounded like me, but it was a question that was far away from anything I was thinking about at the moment.  "What is it that you truly want in Life"??  "Huh"??  Time sort of stood still and I began to wonder about that question.  "All I ever wanted was a good Home, a good Wife and good kids".  Later on and out of the blue again, I heard that voice say "Done".  I didn't think about that for years after, why??  I don't know.  But it all came true, to this day I have everything I could ever want and a little more.

Nothing in my Life has ever proven out to be coincident, more like a "Will" set in motion, long before I was born.  At the age I am now, I can look back across the years and see this "Will" taking place, year after year.  When I began to wonder on this, I thought back to that one time overseas and that question.   By this time I had quit drinking, hating other people, even became a some-what nicer guy.  When I finally saw the big picture, I was astounded and mystified, God had made these choices for me, Why???  First of all because He's God and secondly because He chose me first and best of all Jesus Christ Died on a Roman cross for me, even though I helped put Him there.  Because MY Lord and Father Loves me enough to die for me and no one has ever done anything like that for me.  That's more than I could ever have asked for, to Die a horrible death because of MY sin and Love me enough to choose me and make my Life what it is today!!

Listen my Friend, I don't have the intellect to be able to make all these changes for myself, I can opnly surmise that someone was and is helping.  If my Life is anything at all it is because of and surrounded by My Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.  As the song says "Once I was lost, but now am found".  I didn't do it, HE did.  That's enough for me!!

Answer 4

Thats a sweet song :)

Yes, I sometimes feel prety bad for things like that.

But please, dont ignore him, he loves you and wants you to know him

:(

God bless =)

Answer 5

Stop drinking, it's bad for your health.

Answer 6

Don't worry that you did that. God wants you back. When you sin, don't run from God. Run To God.