I have developed a bad social anxiety disorder, where I try and avoid people, get very anxious before going out anywhere......I build my self up into such a state that I get this lightheaded feeling and feel stressed out, buzzing and nervous. I don't know what to do. It stems from this real bad loathing of my image and the way I look. Even when realtives say I'm an OK looking guy....I get convinced I'm very young boyish looking...no-one will take me seriously and I'm laughed at and ridiculed....and feel fear of what people might think of me when I go out. It's effecting my health and I just can't stop the anxiety before going into a social environment. I know it is pathetic....but it's effecing my life and stopping me from enjoying stuff.
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