i am 21 years old and always have a problem with the way i look, i am overweight & always dieting & always daydream about having plastic surgery ( my nose, my lips, my body, my skin) if i have it my way i want to do everything but it seems that i am the only one that sees these flaws because every time i say i want to do these thing my friends and family say that i am crazy for saying so because they think that not only there is nothing wrong with me but i am actually pretty but i cant seem to see that, the only thing that they agree with me on is that i am overweight .
i really really really wish i can accept my self but i feel that i cant i always daydream about being a prettier person and i get really depressed about it i also have zero confidence and really law self esteem. things would be much easier if i loved the way i look.
how can i see what other people see about me ?how can i just be at peace with the way i look?how can i just stop thinking about it? i am so tired of it but i cant seem to be OK with who i am.....
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