when i was small i was thin ,then after college i didn't work and i gained so many weight i reached 150lb for me that was so bad because i have neat bone frame and my height is no more then 5.1 60.6inches
no one left me alone with that my friends ,brothers ,started to nag ,my uncles called me big butt, my aunt used to hunt the way i eat say Pls stop and that’s how it went till i decided to start dieting
i started dieting and worked out more till i reached 95lb and i couldn’t stop i didn’t feel i want to stop *i started to eat day and dont the other or eat salad and meat and the other day i drink water and yogurt and some fruits and veggies,
that way with work out my weight dropped until i reached 90lb
the people around me started again telling me to gain weight and i didn’t because simply i liked the way i look unless i still feel that my thighs are still fat
i started to work out harder and eat a bit less ,and knew the un fatty snacks
my weight dropped specially after i started to work out about 3 hours a day all cardio ,
i wanted to do a plastic surgery i don’t feel that my body toned enough even with much working out and toning i now lessen my cardio but its the same i want more
now my weight is 80lb and sometimes its 78lb
and my period are coming and my blood tests are good ,so doesn’t that mean i dont have anorexia
its hard when i get blamed for everything i do even when i try to be s**y
period don’t come to anaroxics,i believe that well
i want what do you think,
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