How can i make my life better?

Question

Im 19, out of school(high school), i dont have a job, i live in a small town, im a good girl, i dont drink , smoke, or do drugs, i had an anxiety problem growing up but im slowly geting over it now. I dont know what i want to do with my life, people tell me i should model cause im 5'9 and slim but im shy so i dont even know if i would be any good at that. I only have one friend shes says we are best friends but she treats me like c**p sometimes, & and i try to be nice to everyone. I think its jealously. I want new friends , i want to get out more, meet new people, love and enjoy my life, im just so confused and depressed i just need advice on what to do.

Answer 1

go on vacation somewhere and job hunt while you are there. Find a job and just move, you might be scarred but as long as you are level headed and don't get in to drugs and c**p it will be worth it. Otherwise you'll spend your whole life saying "what if"

Answer 2

maybe u need medication for ur anixiety so u can find a job may mean moving but maybe not if ur flexable then start going to college online perhaps so u can eventually have a good career

Answer 3

I think that you should go to college someplace.  It's okay if you don't know what you want to do or study -- you can refine your plan when you are in college... but it will get you closer to an invaluable asset (an education) and get you out of that town.  Time to broaden your horizons.  Good luck!