i have just answered a question myself on how to get through to a lad and it brought up so many memories. at least every hour, no-matter where i am! out in town, at home, on here, at friends, something ALWAYS comes into my head about something that reminds me of me and my ex and it gets me down so much! i just cry. my ex fell out with me over little things like dreams he had, he said he seen me with someone else in a dream and he actually cried so much in his dream he woke up crying and he didn't want that to happen so he ended it. we got back together but he done it quite a few times :( i love him so much and i know deep down, he loves me. he is s*x crazy! and since we split, he has only slept with one girl and that was to get back at me for sleeping with someone as i got so upset, i went out and drank far too much :( but he hasn't stopped speaking to me and it makes me think that he still wants me but he is just scared incase his dreams happen. he is a very bad tempered lad but he says i calm him down so why is he taking so long to come back? i feel like **** all the time as he makes out like he is really wanting to be with me so i tell him i love him and he goes quiet and i don't hear from him for a few hours :( but he used to ALWAYS tell me he loved me, so much! do you think it is cos he is scared i'll hurt him? i love him so much :( without him, i really do feel so empty and sometimes even suicdal! :( it hurts.
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