How can you enjoy Salvia?

Question

I took a massive rip of water-filtered 15x this morning. It was quiet, I was in my room, I had a makeshift blindfold around my eyes. My intent was to experience something spiritually uplifting, since my previous experiences had been experimental with my friends, and always resulted in me unable to communicate, with one repeating thought in my head, feeling very self conscious and "naughty", and pretty much unable to walk or stand properly.

But anyway this morning I felt like I was set up just the way I should be. I took a fat hit, put my blindfold down, and layed on my back. It kicked in fast, and I found myself with my blindfold off again, staring at (a chair I think it was) feeling uncomfortable, confused, and nervous, with some random, stupid, repeating thought in my head, like "What is he doing?" repeated 50x, which then turned to "Oh my god, what if this mental bedlam never goes away"? In summation, I just get really confused and worried about nothing. What can I do?

Answer 1

Stop doing drugs and seek counseling. Its obvious that you desire something in your life, but destoying your body is not the solution.

Answer 2

I think you just figured out what a lot of people already know: Salvia Divinorum is not a recreational drug.

It's primarily a tool for spiritual introspection and shamanic practice.  It's about the least likely party drug, as it completely places you outside of reality without pleasure.

Sorry about the confusion.

And, from what I've read, there is an interesting slight diminishing of dopamine . . .... (Thus, not making you "happy," and even being psychologically anti-addictive)

Answer 3

consult a psychologist.

Answer 4

Grow up and get a life.Before it's too late.

Answer 5

Hello,, salvia opened a door that I really never wanted to see behind, the experience was so overwhelming I gave up smoking anything ,yes everything. Salvia,,what the faq?, where the faq?, who the faq?.what a strange trip that was.You need a babysitter when you smoke that stuff,I tried to run away from it and it took 3 "friends" to hold me back, I thought I was smoking something else, that will never happen again. I felt like I was in a room full of gel, trying to move forward while falling backwords,.

Answer 6

Read this book.

The Centre of the Cyclone by John Lilly

Answer 7

Don't do that again, and find some sort of positive affirmation to repeat to yourself instead.  Like: Be kinder than necessary today.

Answer 8

ok.. I have n oidea what youre talking about

Answer 9

alright wat eva! mmmmmmmmmmmm What are you going on about?

Answer 10

Well, you rip hits you must deal with the consequences.