all my friends are really skinny, and a lot of them are gymnasts, and whatever. I am however really curvy and weigh like a lot more then 2 of them put together, and unlike them i actually have to wear a bra. (lol). I feel so unwanted sometimes, and I get really nervous when I eat around them, like I shouldnt eat because I have to look like them. sometimes they don't invite me in everything they do, and i feel terrible, like they are embarrased to be seen with me. I just feel horrible all the time like when they put pics of stuff and sleepovers they did together without me on facebook and stuf. i just know that they like me, but i want to be more into their inner circle. They sometimes ignore me to. Does this mean they want me to leave their group?
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