How could this happen to me? Why do I have to go through this?

Question

(You will know when God send the right person to you) Let me tell you what happened.

After church was over, I stood ten feet away from where the man stood, I began to saw the spirit of God came down in that man. The Lord in the man was stretch out his hand for me to go to him. Before I even go to him, I looked around and stepped forward to where the Lord dwelled in that man. All at once, something is quickly distracting me from going to him. I saw something invisible darkness before I even get to that man. Somehow, I went to the opposite way. I began to have the look of worried on my face all the time. I was afraid to lose the love of my life. Why this happen to me? Is it because something in me that I let it distracting me? I don't know the words to describe what it was. Help me understand my situation!

Answer 1

... never doubt yourself. Trust your inner voice, and learn to follow ur instincts, theyre realiably correct most of the time

Answer 2

The hallucinations you are describing experiencing denote serious psychotic problems which could pose a danger to yourself and to others.

Such delusions could easily occur while you were operating a car, or in a public place, as well as at your residence and could lead to inappropriate, dangerous behaviors.

Please, in all seriousness, seek immediate professional help before you do something that can not be changed and which may well harm either yourself or someone else.

Please, seek, immediate medical and/or psychiatric help.

Answer 3

I believe I do understand what you're expressing. If you regularly worship at this church, take your time getting to know this man. God will let you know over time whether he is of the flock, or merely a wolf in sheep's clothing.

Answer 4

Listen to that little voice and trust that you can handle what happens.