Hi, here is my story.
I am 25 yrs old been married for 5 yrs and been trying 2 concieve for 4 yrs. I was one of those skinny girls who didn't put on weight. My family asked me when me and hubby was planning on haveing kids, I started putting on weight and started 2 believe I am pregnant, I believed it very strongly, yet I was still getting my period. I was at the doctors office every 2 days and demanded a test. every test said negative, to make things worse everyone kept asking me if I was pregnant and everytime the test said negative my heart broke into a million pieces and I would get depressed and put on more weight. I would pick up the pieces and start 2 believe that I am pregnant again. I finally broke down the other day and told the doctor that for 5 yrs I believed I was pregnant every month. He told me seeing as we are struggeling 2 concieve he will do tests on me and my husband. We are haveing tests done on the 1st september.
Now 20 kilos overweight and I still think I am pregnant every month and everytime that stick has a negative my heart still breaks into a million pieces and my periods are irregular each month. They use 2 be 30 days, every month since I was 14, but the past 4 yrs they never are regular. They are either light, heavy, 1 day long,spotting for 1 day or 5days long. Sorry 2 write this looooooong story, but I just felt all of you might understand how I feel.
And 2 think all this started with one question. " When are you planning on haveing kids?" If only it was that easy!!!
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