I am fourteen years old. I weigh around 184 lb. and my height is 5"5. This weight is very bad for my height and I know because I asked my doctor. I researched everything there is about anorexia. I researched the pros and the cons, I understand that it is very harmful to you inner and outer body. But what is happening is that my mother, father, and other family members keep on forcing me to go to the gym every single day and even if I try my hardest to loose weight they still think I am just fooling around. They also keep on telling me that I am the fattest person on earth, or that I look like a pig, or om my goodness you need to loose around fifty pounds to be at normal weight. I know they are doing this to make me angry with myself and try to loose weight, but it is doing the opposite, it is making me feel horrible and making me want to eat more. I have been going to the gym for about a month now and I have been on a diet for a month as well, but I understand some people loose weight faster than others and some loose weight slower than others. I feel the need to become anorexic, and yet again I will say this, I understand fully on what the consequences are and I am prepared to take them, just so I can finally go to the mall and finally fit into a size zero jeans and extra small shirts. I really need some advice on how to become anorexic, and a few tips as well. And please if you are going to help me out, do not post something like the following....
1.) I will not help you on the path to destroy yourself.
2.) I know how to become anorexic, but I will not say how.
I have made the full choice that I will become anorexic and a vegetarian, I will also continue going to the gym as long as possible to help me in my weight lose goal. I understand the consequences that come with being anorexic, I read it all and I have seen it all. I just need a few tips and a little help to get me started.
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