I can't leave my job at the moment. But how do I survive and thrive in a toxic environment??
I've been a victim of BAD office politics. I've been marred and my name has been blackened because I wanted clarification of my job, which, at one time, had been very threatened (they tried to get rid of me in a deceitful way), but which I had held again more securely because I had a talk with a new person who came on board in upper management, and who has, consequently, and seemingly, been putting the screws on those many coworkers.
Now, because I innocently "exposed" the truth, I inadvertently made their jobs non-secure. So, while it wasn't a conscious thing to "get them back," I seemingly did so, and they're mad as h**l with me. I can't blame them or myself over what has happened. I never received details on the job (particularly one task) and ended up looking like a fool in front of about 30 peers while trying to muddle through it. But there was a lot of other cumulative stuff building too. So I was honest and asked for clarification yet again and when my manager didn't respond effectively, I went to new management to get a grasp on the situation -- and find resolve. (which then got them in trouble, although that was a product of my talk -- not the purpose for my talk).
Now, my coworkers call me "rat" in so many words. Because they have to watch how they talk to me now that upper management is watching them carefully, they changed their tactics: They still want to break me, but are now coy and fake being sweet to me. But worse is that they try to tease me at every waking second we're together. Their game is divide and conquer -- and it worked! I have no friends, no confidantes. And although I have piece of mind to have upper management know the truth and all the "corruptness" that I endured, it is still, by no account, a good and productive way to work.
But, I have to re-ask my question -- how do I survive in a toxic setting (at least until I find a new position) -- which may, would be in a few months?
Thank you
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