I'm 19 & want a child more than anything. I know I'm certainly not financially ready, don't have a significant other, still live at home, etc. I wouldn't be able to provide my child with the life I want to provide him/her with. I'd miss out on a lot of my youth. I know all that, and I STILL want a kid more than anything.
I work at a daycare & have babysat almost constantly since I was 11. Children are the one area of my life I truly feel confident in.
I can't explain how much I want a kid. I have always been a very good teen. No drugs or drinking, no sleeping around, never a rebel. I've always had common sense & a good head on my shoulders, but I've also never wanted anything this badly.
This longing has been getting stronger & stronger over the past year & I feel almost like I can't control it. Nothing else in my life fills the void I feel--not friends, not family, not work, not school.
I'm NOT going to have a child yet, but how do I deal with such a strong desire to have one?
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