I have a younger brother who is 13, he is blond with curly hair and blue eyes and such an angel to everyone.
I am the oldest of 3 (I have a younger sister who is 15)
My brother gets me in trouble with my parents all the time. Our father totally spoils him and he gets away with things I would never get away with (not even when I was his age)
He never hits him either while I get hit pretty much all the time. I get punished for everything and on top of that I get in trouble for him.
I bet this has something to do with the way we look. I have olive skin and dark hair and eyes and I don't look all that angelic.
My sister agrees with me. She doesn't get hit either because she is dad's little princess, but she is actually on my side so I don't have a problem with her. Sometimes I feel like she is the only one who actually loves me for real.
I don't know what to do with my brother. I tried different things, like beating him up (man, did that get me a beating from dad), talking to him nicely, begging him to just give me a break...
He is like a n**i soldier for dad, always tells on me even if i haven't done anything wrong, he just enjoys seeing me get in trouble. (and dad never questions him)
I even talked to mom and dad about it, but they are like I am the oldest and I have to set an example for my younger siblings and what doesn't kill me it will only make me stronger, blah, blah...
I am kind of used to being hit and ''spanked'' (it isn't really spanking anymore, but beating) - but I do hate being the only one who gets it. I am not about to start whining about this - but I do feel my parents don't love me as much as they love my brother and sister.
Is that even possible?
(I am 16)
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